I never see my husband cry but today I did so Jonathan left the house again pretty early and I’m on a mission to really get back on track with my health it’s been so hard to do lately with Christmas and all the issues we’ve had lately but everything that’s happened

With Jonathan’s mom has made me realize I need to take my health seriously because we are nothing without it I think the hardest thing about getting back on track is easy healthy food options so I’m going to share all my recipes I make so that hopefully it

Helps someone out there who is trying to do the same thing so this morning I had oats I used armor milk and I threw Peach into the air fryer for like 20 minutes to add sweetness to my oats it’s a way better alternative than sugar I’m doing

My best to stay positive for my family right now and doing anything to keep them distracted and happy which is actually getting quite difficult especially with Jonathan he was so sad at Sushi when he told me about the latest news with his mom so basically the doctors did their last test on his

Mom and said that it’s time to turn off the machine but Jonathan’s mom’s partner said no he’s not ready to let her go and he’s still holding on to hope that things will change